Argh

LMFAO - Party Rock Anthem ft. Lauren Bennett, GoonRock - YouTube:

im so stresss~!!! Stress 99~!!! I WANT PARTY ROCK~!!!!!

决裂?!

一单有了裂痕～就难以修补～以后再怎么挽回～也于事无补～就让他永藏在回忆的最深处～潇洒的让他过去吧～在遇见了～笑笑而过吧~!

fake?!

Sometime I really can't understand and damn curious about HUMAN BEING & HUMAN BEHAVIOR~!!!!! Especially having double faces of human~!~!!!! This kind of human like just keep stick to someone else who have value of use~! This is totally fake human~! I'm no comment on this kind of fake human but just damn ignore on it~! Don't ask me why~! This might be a chance for me to know plenty kind of human being CLEARLY~! I'll take this as an expensive experience~!

*my annoying face on 2007 -__-*

-omo omo-

omaya...tml is my very first day of internship in office..im freaky nervous now...gan jiong nonstop ah!!!T^T never ever know what will happen on tml~~ haih~~ wish me luck and wish me nothing happen during the internship *worship*

可以沟通，就不要等待

沟通， 是两颗心灵之间的捷径～

人是一种奇怪的动物，

总是喜欢玩“猜心”的游戏，

偏偏我们的揣测，往往未必是事实，

只是平白让自己难过，生气罢了！

能讨论的事情，立刻沟通；

能问清楚的事情，不要等待，

就能让自己过得更自在！

有时候有些事情不是不要问，不要沟通，

那是因为对方是拒绝沟通且拒绝回答！

就算问了几百几万次对方也不回答，

只会不断的转移话题！

面对这样的人真的很辛苦，

不怕别人会以其人之道还其人之心！

happy & worry

yea!!! finally pass up the very last assignment...but not feeling so happy..cuz super sleepy =.=

when i tot all the assignments are passed up n should be no problem...a super shock mail i received in this morning is the MR. DR. TAN name list!!!! O.O at first i was thinking that "oh shit! im in the name list! WTF! I NEED TO FACE THE PROPOSAL AND NEED TO REDO?!?!?!?!" then, i keep looking at the mail thinking n thinking...then only i realize that mayb the name list is the passed up list of the proposal (wonder with O.O) haiz...now only can wait till next monday then only can know whether my proposal hv problem n need to redo or not (choi choi choi!!!! touch wood!!!!) now pray hard that my proposal is ok!!!!! (worship worship worship)

p/s: after passing up the very last assignment, went for fish market's seafood 101 for brunch during the break time... its just RM10 (include tax)..quite cheap n the cola can refill unlimited =p the taste is not bad but quite heaty for me cuz not enough sleep =.=

stress

omaya....im so stressing this few days...a proposal, a group assignment, an individual assignment to be done in 2 weeks time...and now even one draft i also hvn done yet...wth la me...mind stuck 99 ad...sitting infront of the lappy for the whole day but ended up with just 1% progress only *really wtf ad* whats wrong with me la (annoyed) until midnight after 2am only can speed up abit...haih =.=

motivation~~ idea~~ mind clear~~ please come back to me... i miss u all now so badly (worship)

dont know

i really dont know what are you thinking at all...you always pretended that you are more clever and powerful than the others...you just like to do whatever you like and never concern about the others...though it is not your things but you never ask the others' opinion or whether the things are belong to them..then what you do is straight throw away or delete it...[please dont be so called lan lek or lcly ok??]...some more you really like a bear with a sore head...even the others didnt do any wrong but still gonna see your dirty look..you think that you want do some little thing but you constraint the others cannot and dont allow to disturb you...even though just a little small sound and they have no intention to do so....you still hold the grudge and hence what you do back is act more excessively...after that you still think that you dont do anything wrong...sometime i really hard to contain about you...but i just can do nothing!! cuz i know that you will say that is none of your business...wtf...so what can i do is just keep being silent..booo~~~

..keep in heart..

omg...recently i realize that i have lost my courage...
lost courage to do smth..
without courage..i become more and more shilly-shally...
i lost my way...
some time feel like want to do smth...
i will consider lots element...
scare after i did it will hv any bad effect..
scare will lead to bad image that other lo0k at me...
scare i share to them but they dont share with me...
scare will misunderstand me...*whatsoeverla*

some time...i very feel like want to join..
i hv also try my best to be more closer...
but still cant get the feedback that i expected....
mayb bcoz of this issue lead to my courage taper off..
and therefore, i always get hurt by it..
though i didnt say out but it doesnt mean that i dont care abt it...

however,
there is always a quarto :-

'' you treat others great but others wont treat you the same''
“你对别人好，别人不一定对你好。”

i always only remember it after i get hurt.. TT_TT
i dont know the way to spread out my sadnesses and worries...
tell my frenz that i trust?? tell my frenz that i think someone can accept me??
*ialsodontknowwhocanifindntellle..sometimeimveryblur TT.TT*

nevertheless, i saw a topic that very match with my mind..
that is:-

难过了，不要告诉别人，别人永远都不可能明白在你的立场上的感受难过了，静静的蹲下来抱着自己，让眼泪尽情的洒落难过了，拿着镜子 看看此刻的自己，让真实浮现眼前难过了，默默的将自己隐藏起来，让空虚掩盖一切难过了，闭眼倾听周围的声音，让自己沉浸在喧嚣中难过了，不必告诉别人，自 己的悲伤为何要别人也承担呢难过了，可以假装快乐，和别人一起兴奋时就能遗忘了自己难过了，仍然安慰别的伤心者，你会发现自己也在受益，当局者迷而已 ，难过了，听音乐，就让音乐把它带走有谁不曾难过，有谁还会记得过去的不再从来 又何必去苦想 忘掉… 用微笑渲泄悲伤

自己的伤悲除了自己别人永远体会不到，心里的烦恼自己压下去，好好对自己，来到这个世界不容易，让自己洒脱一点，哪怕是假装的，也要伪装成快乐的那一个.............

it is great and im totally agreed with it!! it is almost 100% describe what i feel!!

so, what can i do now is just keep all in my heart only.. =(

气惨了～～

其实我对节日的兴奋度还蛮低的。。。
就这一次的圣诞节来说。。。
以往的我，一定觉得圣诞节就圣诞节咯。。。
没啥了不起嘛～～因为都是在家度过的。。。
但今年好像有点。。。不!!! 是简直不一样啊!!!!!!
因为是个不是很开心且hurt的一天。。。
做么哩？？
【以下是很粗鲁的..beh tahan的不要看啊...请原谅我的粗鲁><】
因为我和亲戚约了去玩水。。。
是驾车去的。。因为考虑到阿姨驾的话会跟不上。。。
所以就很兴奋的自荐了。。。
结果。。。就因为迟出了。。。加上前面的车超慢的。。。
害到我根本跟不上了。。。就酱搞到其他3辆等我这1辆。。。
wtf la...最后meet了他们后竟然叫我坐别辆车。。。
还在背后骂骂骂。。。
他妈的。。。真的很想屌她咯。。。
我不是驾车慢咯。。。而我也一定不会是慢的咯。。。
还讲什么好过我。。。他妈的啊。。。
若不是倒霉遇到红灯和前面驾慢车。。。我早就追上你了啦。。。
还轮到你来驾咩。。。mcb...ccb...
吗的啊。。。不要酱烂屎啦屌。。。
搞到想开心的玩都不能了。。。简直想马上立刻回家。。。
第一次酱想家咯。。。diu~~
早知道酱就不要去了。。。甘愿在家冒都不去啦。。。
ahh~~~~~~~
真是要早知没乞丐。。。

这次过后。。。我一定不会/尽量不会再跟她出去玩了。。。
因为我已经足够了解她的脾气了。。。还有她的2姐妹。。。
脾气真是简直无敌够力他妈的臭。。。
对着长辈&后辈都可以毫无礼貌的在别人面前顶长辈的嘴。。。
这就是简称的mjj...

这真是一个不愉快的圣诞。。。
也不值得回忆。。。
这些lapsap ppl...
ahhhhhh~~~~~~~~

但无论如何。。。就算如何在一开始的不愉快。。。
我也会自己找快乐。。。
跟别人玩。。。就不跟她玩。。看到她都肚烂&眼晕。。。
我就是会自己寻找快乐。。。就如苦中作乐。。。
哈哈哈。。。


终于回家咯。。开心到。。。XD

emo

hate u
fuck you
hate u
fuck you
fuck you
cb cb cb cb

pls go out of my lifemmmmm
i beh tahan ad mmmmm
cuz u r liar mmmmm
i will never trust u at allmmmmm

fuck u messengers mmmmm